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Of course, I've again decided today that I need to write a comedic monologue. Here in New York, taking classes, auditioning - I started realizing how many freakin talented people there are in New York - doing so many things from acting, improv, directing, writing, playing music, everything. And everyone is doing it all to try to get an edge up. I would guess that that's one of the reasons why great talents come out of New York. Everyone is constantly pushing each other and you are consistently forced to better yourself - even if you don't have it within yourself, your environment makes you do it.
And that's one of the great things I love about this city. You don't have to do a thing and the city moves you, drives you, picks you up in its wave and just takes you. Very little energy is required because the city provides it for you. It's also sometimes overwhelming because you feel like you aren't doing enough to keep pace but if you trust it and you trust yourself, some amazing things can happen.
That being said - DAMN, i'm tired. I should probably write more in the mornings or afternoon when I actually have brain energy. Is that a real thing? Brain energy. I think it is. And I am low on it. Good night.